"Why am I even journaling?"

Dec 12, no wait, 13!

How is it that I actually haven’t written anything for 5 days? That does feel excessively long, and I am a bit mad at myself for not following through on my daily journaling commitment. At this very moment though,

I am confused on what my purpose for journaling really is…or was?

I can’t decide on whether this journal should be reflective of how I feel in this moment and specifically to overcome any unsettling feelings so I can focus on my company and business goals,